starting small - day 16: brace yourself


June 12th, 2017 - This is the sixteenth day of a 40 day blogging challenge: some pictures and words each day. Come back tomorrow to see more posts!
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This picture again, I know. It is not very often that I find pictures of myself, also, I thought it goes well with this post. 

Brace yourself. That's what I have written on my calendar for this week. It will be quite a week as work officially begins. It will be long and hard, I think. Overwhelming. Tiring. And very real. It will probably wash over me and drown me a little, but I will stumble back up through it, sputtering and regaining my balance as I prepare for the next week. I think I might survive. But the very melancholic corner of my soul is demanding an open field filled with sunshine and a good book and silence. 

But right now, work will need to be my silence. This summer is one that demands hard work and perseverance. I will be busy and stretched. And I will grow. It is a hard rhythm to live, especially for one as introverted as I. Nevertheless, it is is a good rhythm. It is God's rhythm. 

This is where He has placed me. On this shore, awaiting this wave after wave. It will crash on the shore. I will brace myself for each wave that comes with every week. But they will not be all struggle... mostly grace. And so, I will receive them with open arms. 

Thank you, God. 

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